When I denied Word Religions?
My Experience: (Word Religion)
I could never have imagined that now Whenever I ‘on’ the computer, it would occur to me that I should not read or watch any religious part.
When we look at life from the point of view of Religion, the face of life that we see is Shyness – like a Woman; Today, When I look at life, I want to ignore the word Religion, because now ‘Mathematics and Science’ comes in front of me, science seems like a perfect man to me and science is the real MAN. – Who knows that He will never win life’s chess without the Queen. Mathematics is the ‘Queen’ – under Whom science runs.
Today, for the first time, I had to refuse even the word Religion, as I have always refused make-up, costly clothes, gold, silver and ornaments. Nowdays, some deep eye of mine sitting inside me started searching for that Science – Which is smiling sitting in the lap of Mathematics and I should pick up the formula from that little one and start understanding it.
Today is my first moment When I did not even want to read the word religion. I felt that I have read as much as I needed to on this Religious subject. And now I have to go to the next class.
Why did I Reject the Word Religion Today?
I have denied the word Religion – not Religion. But to know Why I refused, first I have to talk about What is Religion for me?
What is Religion?
For me, Dharma Kshetra is that Which connects a person to the Self of the person that – ‘You are this?’
Whenever any person meets his real form, then it is also called eligious Kshatra ‘Self-realization’. Identity of the Self: Freedom from mental and worldly ills
When I saw my own freedom in myself, Now there is no place for me to step into future life, now I have to go where to walk, Where to go, How will I go? What will i do So my existence made me start questioning Religion itself. As-
Have I understood religion completely?
Was it too far for me to understand religion?
Is it not that I have not been able to see any part?
It’s not that I have not understood any part?
Is it that I have not seen the door somewhere else?
What else is there, in the midst of this religion, that I have yet to understand?
If not, have I passed the religion class?
Is there any next step after attaining Dharma?
My question :
Now I am Happy, Peaceful and Free, So What should I do now?
Today I understood myself, got to know and recognized that ‘What am I, Why am I, How am I’, So Now on Which path will this identity of mine take me? And I used to wait for the answer to this question.
I did not know that my Stillness – the real Purity of my existence;
I didn’t even know that my being happy is the real flowering of my being; And I didn’t even know that being free was my true self. What will happen now ? Now my existence has to Travel, like the Journey till date was the Journey of My Karma-Kshetra.
Today I know that the chapter on the Word ‘Religion’ has been closed only because I have taken the Degree that I get from Religion. Religion only frees a person from the World – Not from Life. Now life will Travel – Not Karma
What is the Journey after the Attainment of Self-Realization?
First We will talk whether this is Self-Realization?
What is Self-Realization?
When any person becomes fully aware of own-self. As if understands his complete personal biography. One becomes fully familiar with his thoughts, feelings, happiness, sorrow, experience, every character of his own. Such persons enjoy the complete journey, not only the destination or the happiness, but also the Sadness; The one Who got painted in the Color of his own Nature, became Happy and Free.
Now my Journey of Freedom has started or should I say that now my Journey of BrahmGyan will Start.
Which is the First Step in the Journey of BrahmGyan?
Whenever I see the eye of the deep existence within me, it now looks towards a science with Which Mathematics is sitting. I don’t understand even 1% of Maths, but I understand Why and How I see this Math; Just like I have seen Sages, Krishna and Religious texts. There is such a Formula in my view, Which will now lead me to meet God and myself through Science. This Journey of mine begins from Today, Which I have named;
‘Scientific meditation in its Natural Form’
Scientific Pilgrimage in Nature
Naturally Scientific Religion
Why have I Given This Name?
I have Two reasons for Giving this Name.
(Scientific Meditation in its Natural Form)
First- I have seen that a person’s Journey is a combination of many births and he continues to move forward on this Journey. Throughout my life only two feelings worked the most and the most deeply in me.
1- My Strangeness
2 – There’s Nothing for me to do
As I have traveled from Childhood to the Present day Through Religious Experiences, Today Mathematics has come before me. My thinking behind seeing and understanding Mathematics is Religious.
Today I am thinking that as my life has turned Today, I want to think Today How I would have Thought if I had been a good Maths Student since Childhood and Religion would have entered my life Today.
Would my thinking work in the same way Today, just the subject and object would have changed.
What happens When I Get the Size Information?
Now My Question is-
What happens when I get the size information?
Knowledge of Religion brought me Peace, Happiness and Love, So What will come from Mathematics?
This Question of mine is standing in front of me in such a manner, Which I can call a Joke as well as a Question mark.
Today marks the beginning of my Naturally Scientific Religious Journey, Which I had absolutely no idea about. I don’t know What life has to learn and Where it will take me, I just Walk, towards my next step, What will happen, What will not happen – I don’t know – I just know that there is a vast vastness and Depth in me Will come