• Awakening,  perception of reality

    Bad But Good Life: A Contemplation on Unity and Self-Worth

    This essay explores the paradox of “Bad But Good Life.” It reflects the truth that even when we are judged as “bad” by others, we can still be “good” for life itself. To live this way means to serve existence beyond personal opinions, to contribute to unity, and to recognize that life’s puzzles—though sometimes bitter like medicine—are hidden blessings. It is not approval that defines us, but our contribution to the flow of life. Only such experiences of life, which seem like puzzles, can be called “medicine” or “vaccination”. The medication or vaccination may be unpleasant or considered harmful by individuals due to potential side effects or discomfort. However, they…

  • Awakening,  Spiritual Growth

    A Journey Through Deep Transformation

    This essay reflects on a profound inner experience of entering “deep death” and being filled with light. It describes the process of letting go of old patterns, trusting the inner voice, and awakening to higher consciousness. Through surrender and openness, life reveals its art of transformation—turning strangeness into self-discovery, emptiness into light, and endings into new beginnings. A Journey through Deep Transformation My deep strangeness is coming towards me as if I have entered a realm of deep death, and in that passage, I must be filled with light. This is not an ordinary feeling but a profound inner experience—a moment that carries the weight of finality and the promise…